As the oldest dancer in the Crows Feet Dance Collective, I need all the help I can get. And I get plenty of help from kind friends and my trusty DIY tools: a notebook and Flipp video camera.
Now Angle Poise, our new dance show, is only two weeks away, which is pretty scary. So what do I find most difficult?
- Very fast or very slow steps. Too fast, and I lose the plot. Too slow, and I lose my balance.
- Orientation: when we learn a dance facing north, and then must do it facing west, I'm bewildered. What side of the stage? Where am I? This may be just a variation of the famous female incapacity for putting flat packs together, but then again, I'm good at map reading.
- Too much spinning. I love a bit of spinning, but too much and I get dizzy. (Don't you?)
So when I'm writing notes (8 back RL, 4 x 1/4 turn, 4 x promenade RL ...) or videoing a sequence, I tell myself I'm not a dummy. I'm not too old: I'm just the Crows Feet Pam. Because sometimes others say they also find these things difficult. (Could've fooled me.)
One thing I'll never know, because I have never met my control-self in a parallel universe. Am I slower than the others because I'm older, or because I only began contemporary dance 5 years ago? Or both?
But this I do know: everything about dance that is difficult is also exhilarating. Where's the fun in doing something easy?